어젯밤의 동방신기 꿈

Last night I had a dream that my dad and I picked DBSK up at the airport, in California! That in itself is weird because if my dad knew I loved DBSK, I think he'd HATE them, just because of their music, their looks... he's just not up to date in what's hot today XP I think I talked to DBSK in the car, but I dunno what language we would've spoken in because I don't think I'm good enough in Korean to DREAM in Korean, it could've been Japanese, or maybe it was English with just Yoochun-oppa... anyway, the next thing I knew, I was at home, wondering where DBSK was. I asked my dad, and he said that they're at the studio, where they're gonna stay for two weeks. Then we'll go pick them up and bring them to the airport to go home. I was kinda sad, but at the same time happy/freaking out because OMG! DBSK making an English album, to debut in America!!!!!!! :DDDDDD And also, I wanted to ask them for their autographs when I saw them again, and take lots of pictures with them, especially Junsu-oppa. So I realized I had a ton of weight to lose in two weeks, and I was terrified I wouldn't be able to pull it off, but at the same time, knew that I could crash diet in time, like I had done before.

Then it was time to wake up.

Three things from the dream that I hope will come true (I'm really superstitious, and believe in dreams coming true and stuff, even though I have awful nightmares that would be horrible to come true O_o;)

1) DBSK comes to America. Maybe, just maybe...? :D
2) I meet DBSK. HOMG. I think I'd die, right there, on my feet in front of them. After staring and sputtering for words for a few seconds, just keel over. The last thing I'd see is Junsu-oppa's smiling (hopefully) face X3
3) I lose weight. Yay lol.

I know I went to sleep thinking a LOT about DBSK. All day, no, all months, my head's just DBSK, DBSK DBSK, even though I'm supposed to be studying hard and applying to colleges lol O_o; IT'S BECAUSE I'M STILL OBSESSED WITH JUMUN ♥

A Poem For Yoochun-oppa

I wrote this maybe a year or two ago... for school lol! I actually got special recognition for it... it was supposed to be for a person I admire, but an EULOGY, meaning praising someone who DIED, but the assignment was to choose someone who was alive lol... anyway, please read and tell me what you think... because Yoochun-oppa is like my role model in a way <3
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To him the language barrier is but an old phrase
For he transcends it easily, in his natural, intelligent ways
The languages he's mastered is not one, not two, but three
That's how many nationalities he can communicate with freely

Born in the Land of the Morning Calm, the little Asian nation,
He came to know Korean first, before his first migration
When fate leaped in and led him to the nation o'er the sea
He came to live in Virginia, where he learned his a-b-cs

Not only was he talented in speaking foreign tongue
He had a passion for music, and was a musician unsung
He grabbed his chance when it came by and auditioned with his skill
In dance, song, piano playing, and composing; his dream to fulfill

His talent was obvious, the judges could not refuse
He was what they wanted, so they chose him; big time news!
Back to Korea he returned, to his missed homeland
Where he soon became a part of a new five-man band

Their talent put together was overwhelming to behold
They broke the records, topped the charts; millions were sold
The member from America, with a second language to add
Helped the group connect with the foreign fans they had

When fame beckoned the group to neighboring Japan
Their responsibility and road to learning Japanese began
But for one certain member, who was already fluent in two
Learned swiftest of the five, for the technique, he already knew

This trilingual person, this musician, who is he?
Whose talent is so glorified, to such a high degree?
His name is Park Yoochun, whose talents eminently inspire
Whose drive to succeed is what I need; whom I greatly admire

Yay, My First Mp3 Player!! :D

I finally bought my first mp3 player today, a 30GB Apple iPod Video! Secondhand, through craigslist, but it was $110, and works perfectly, with wall charger & leather case!! It's a bit scratched up, and off to get something as personal as an mp3 player second hand, and it has exactly ZERO songs that I know (American rap & R&B >n<), but at least I GOT ONE BEFORE GOING TO KOREA, and having to bring allllll my CDs!!! :D I was terrified when I went to go get it though, OAKLAND. I was seriously, terrified for my life, even though my dad was there with me. The band played really good at church today! "Let It Be" was beaaauutiful... I wish I could sing like Shimmy... but with a bit more texture and vibrato, like Kyuhyun-oppa's voice... and play violin like Hannah...
Okay I'll stop daydreaming like that, and go finish cleaning the windows for my dad (return payment for driving me to oakland for my ipod ^^) and then practce violin!! :D
Leaving for Korea in 8 days OMG. But these days, I feel sick. My stomach, my head. I hate the thought of eating (SUCH A GOOD THING...) but I get so hungry I have to eat, then I feel siiick and bleh. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I am stressed a little, worrying about the flight (international, by MYSELF for the first time ever, with two younger friends!!) and about piano requests i have to fulfill before going, and getting an XP computer so I can actually put my own songs on my own ipod, and buying everything i need before leaving, and everything everything... it may not seem much to stress about, but i have a very, very low stress capacity.
We'll see what happens...!! :D So far, God has gotten me an ipod, dream trip to Korea with parents paying for everything, and pretty much everything i could wish for that i can acquire through... material ways? Like, not talent, or skills and intelligence, cuz you can't buy that really... but anyway, just rambling on and on and on... ><
My sisters and I are planning to play Luigi's Mansion late into the night one of these nights, before I go! :D
Oh yeah!!!! ONE HEART CAMP FOR HIGH SCHOOL TODAY STARTED!!!!! I'M SO SAD I CAN'T GO!! OMG I MISSED TWO YEARS NOW. EVERYONE'S GOING... WENT, I MEAN. And next week is middle school!! Church was very empty today, kind of. But Arehta talked to me! She was so nice!!

I realized... a few days ago... I probably won't see %%%%% until... December. And I'm trying to be okay with that. Actually, I wish it would be NEVER see %%%%% again, that'd be easier. Much. I should move =\