>OFF TO KOREA<

My plane is leaving in five hours, I'm leaving home in one hour, and I am oh. so. terrified.
Like... "What have I gotten myself into" terrified. And it was all my idea!!
I'm afraid that we won't be able to get on the plane... like my passport is bad or something... i lose my tickets... lose my baggage... i'm so scared...!!

"I think I need a hug..." (-donkey from shrek x\)

Well... I just wanted to say goodbye until after August 18th, when I'll be back. I'm sorry I couldn't fulfill your requests!! I will try to do them when I get back!!

I'm so stressed right now! I've slept like seven hours for the last two days put together. Spent twenty of those awake hours putting songs onto my new ipod, which wouldn't have any of my own songs on it right now if it hadn't been for WILLIAM!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU WILLIAM FOR LETTING ME USE YOUR COMPUTERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

Armed with 1300+ k/j/c-pop songs and videos, my violin, suitcase of white shirts (lol), camera and passport stuff... am I ready?
I'm trying to think of this as an adventure, an unknown, incredibly exciting adventure. That's how I thought of it last night, anyway. But now, in the morning, I am freaking out.

I lost my watch. I got four memory cards. My battery charger might not work in Korea. I got a Korean adapter plug thing for my straightener & ipod. I lost sleep. I'm gaining the opportunity of a lifetime.

It's pretty balanced... no?

Last night (I have to share this) my dad came running into the house yelling, "JENNY! JENNY!!! YOUR FAVORITE SINGER IS ON TV!!!"
And I'm like whoaa what whaaaa--!!!???
My dad sets up the tv (we have weird systems) and BAM!!

Moriyama Naotarou is performing his biggest his "Sakura" with a whole bunch of other singers,
including TOHOSHINKI!!!! DBSK WAS SINGING MORIYAMA NAOTAROU'S SAKURA!!!!

I wanted to cry. It was so beautiful.

Sakura is my most favorite song in the world. When I hear it, I don't worry anymore (I should listen to it now huh). If I perform it, I'm not nervous at all (that was an amazing day, that day... XD) and it's just the most beautiful song ever written.

Plus my favorite singers singing it!! Too bad Super Junior wasn't too lol... XD

Yeah... that made my day, yesterday.

I'm just a big bundle of confused and nervous nerves right now. I'll probably cry at the airport when my dad drops us off, being the baby I am. I've never flown international without my parents, but I am 17... isn't it okay to be scared? Being entrusted to take card of two younger girls, passports, visas, lots of money, phone cards, licenses etc... ohgosh that makes me feel worse.

But... but... DUDE I AM GOING TO KOREA!!!! XXDD

Goodbye, everyone, until late August! (If I come back no just kidding XD)
*waving from the airplane*