>OFF TO KOREA<

My plane is leaving in five hours, I'm leaving home in one hour, and I am oh. so. terrified.
Like... "What have I gotten myself into" terrified. And it was all my idea!!
I'm afraid that we won't be able to get on the plane... like my passport is bad or something... i lose my tickets... lose my baggage... i'm so scared...!!

"I think I need a hug..." (-donkey from shrek x\)

Well... I just wanted to say goodbye until after August 18th, when I'll be back. I'm sorry I couldn't fulfill your requests!! I will try to do them when I get back!!

I'm so stressed right now! I've slept like seven hours for the last two days put together. Spent twenty of those awake hours putting songs onto my new ipod, which wouldn't have any of my own songs on it right now if it hadn't been for WILLIAM!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU WILLIAM FOR LETTING ME USE YOUR COMPUTERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

Armed with 1300+ k/j/c-pop songs and videos, my violin, suitcase of white shirts (lol), camera and passport stuff... am I ready?
I'm trying to think of this as an adventure, an unknown, incredibly exciting adventure. That's how I thought of it last night, anyway. But now, in the morning, I am freaking out.

I lost my watch. I got four memory cards. My battery charger might not work in Korea. I got a Korean adapter plug thing for my straightener & ipod. I lost sleep. I'm gaining the opportunity of a lifetime.

It's pretty balanced... no?

Last night (I have to share this) my dad came running into the house yelling, "JENNY! JENNY!!! YOUR FAVORITE SINGER IS ON TV!!!"
And I'm like whoaa what whaaaa--!!!???
My dad sets up the tv (we have weird systems) and BAM!!

Moriyama Naotarou is performing his biggest his "Sakura" with a whole bunch of other singers,
including TOHOSHINKI!!!! DBSK WAS SINGING MORIYAMA NAOTAROU'S SAKURA!!!!

I wanted to cry. It was so beautiful.

Sakura is my most favorite song in the world. When I hear it, I don't worry anymore (I should listen to it now huh). If I perform it, I'm not nervous at all (that was an amazing day, that day... XD) and it's just the most beautiful song ever written.

Plus my favorite singers singing it!! Too bad Super Junior wasn't too lol... XD

Yeah... that made my day, yesterday.

I'm just a big bundle of confused and nervous nerves right now. I'll probably cry at the airport when my dad drops us off, being the baby I am. I've never flown international without my parents, but I am 17... isn't it okay to be scared? Being entrusted to take card of two younger girls, passports, visas, lots of money, phone cards, licenses etc... ohgosh that makes me feel worse.

But... but... DUDE I AM GOING TO KOREA!!!! XXDD

Goodbye, everyone, until late August! (If I come back no just kidding XD)
*waving from the airplane*

東方神起 - どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？ Piano Tutorial

I promise to make it before I go to Korea next Monday!! For everyone on youtube, xanga, and blogspot asking about it, I will do my best. Right now I have a huge dilemma... I lost my 2GB memory card and have no way to record!! My brother took all the other memory cards to camp and won't be back until SATURDAY, which gives me ONE DAY to record unless I buy a new one. I DID buy one, but IT DIDN'T WORK IN MY CAMERA @#%SFIGNSKGNSHSD We returned it, but my dad hasn't gotten another one for me..
So I'm really sorry I'm taking so long!! Now you know why... x((((

Before I leave for Korea, I HAD wanted to record these:
- Doushite piano tutoral
- Guang Liang's "Tonghua" Full Piano Version
- Rainie Yang + S.H.E. medley
- Jay Chou, Justin Lo, Evan Yo medley
- Super Junior's "Marry U" Piano Accompaniment Vers.
- Super Junior H's "Cooking Cooking" (@#$^#%$% company messed up my order in the mail!!! Ordered 3 weeks ago, now resending it!!!! >:E)

Right now it seems I'll only get "Doushite" done, with the crunch time...!!! I'm so sorry!! But I'll be back in mid August. I'm praying to get a new memory card... I'll stay up all night doing it with my keyboard if I have to... I don't want to disappoint everyone... If I exaggerate a little, I'd say... 884+ people were waiting for me!! O_o;

[edit 6:15pm]
I just wasted three hours of my life, driving my dad down to San Jose then back up to Fremont, thinking we were going to buy a memory card!! But the sale ended, it's $46 now, and my dad said he was NOT gonna pay for that.
Goshdarnsitall. So close... so close... Now we can't even take pictures and videos tomorrow, at our 4th of July BBQ ;( I probably WILL be staying up all night in the "Music Room" recording Doushite, and the other videos... x\

Keudae's Piano Request / To-Do List

Italic means requested~

Jang Riin
- Timeless (x3 -_-)
- Happiness' Left Shore
- I will

w-inds.
- ageha
- Perfect Day
- Kageboushi
- Forever Memories
- Drive-Me-Crazy

Taeyeon
- If (Piano Accomp)

A'st1
- Naega Babo Yeosseo (gurleigurl june 2)

Super Junior
ACOUSTIC GUITAR
SJH
Don't Don, U, Man In Love Tutorials (shadowcat604, june 23-ish)
Believe (KawaiiAi7)
Han Sarammaneul Piano VERS. (kuwaiako) May 1stish... (AIMEE <3)
Don't Don Ballad version (zhynethaj) june 7
zheshaohaiyouni tutorial (darlingdeanne, june 20th)
Redo "You Are The One" and/or "So I" piano versions

TVXQ / Solo:
Tri-Angle
Rainbow

SNSD:
Haptic Motion

Other:
Magolpy - ?? (sexygal90 june 4)
Jay Chou DUET TUTORIAL )Melaniewhispers) July 4th
SHINee - REPLAY (SuJuMaNiA June 20-ish)
SHINee - in my room (tyeon90 june 27)
snsd - oppa nappa (tyeon90 june 27)
Brown Suger Macchiato - Ku Cha (SuJuMaNiA)
Younha - Audition (Time2Rock) ressh14 june 25
Ariel Lin - Lonely Northern Hemisphere, Wang Lan Yin's Practical Joke, or any song from Kiss OST (hallyutwfan june 25)
H.O.T. - Candy (lissbreaks June 10)
Tim - Saranghamnida (wnysera June 11)
Only You by Kim Jong Wook (sweetestvanity jun 11)
처음 느낌 그대로 (ILOVECUMAI, june 13-ish)
Hammer Theme or Super Mario Medley
K-pop, J-pop, American pop medleys
Lina's Rising Sun / O JBH medley
Sen no Kaze ni Natte (for Jap choir moms to practice)
Wonder Girls - Tell Me
Lee Junki - Word (4yipchoclover)
Nell - 멀어지다 (tcmbe June 6)