Sunday, March 18, 2012

Hello Again.

The madness continues, yes. I've gained more weight than before I became anorexic now. Life is awesome and horrible at the same time, how's that work? School, friends, church and piano make it amazing. Some friends, some school, some church and some piano make it awful too. And guess what accompanies every little part of my liiiiiiiiiffeeeeeee...

I am afraid of some people who might be reading this.

The people closest to you hurt you the most.

I don't know who he will be, my future husband?

I am grateful for having the church band to invest myself in every single week, for God. Without that anchor I might be lost.

My mom doesn't mean to hurt my heart until it's in pieces, she really doesn't.

I am supposed to be doing my second draft of an English essay. I'm tired.

My tooth rotted, cracked and broke off because of the acid. It's finally starting to give me pain now.

I need it to stop raining so I can bike to school, please.

I wonder who he is. Will I be capable of loving him properly?

I can't delete my past. Is anyone in this world completely innocent?

God, you are weird sometimes. In a good way.