Rain, Rain, Rain

Starting the day with 5am prayer + hoon dok hae at church with other members is so, good <3 I was tired, but I felt like I accomplished so much! I finished my scholarship essay right now, just have to ask my family to proof read :D Then I'm gonna do my fafsa, watch American Idol, play piano, read, and go to sleep ^^ I didn't study today, but I think praying for over an hour is better than that haha XD

But...
It was so windy and stormy today, that this morning, there was a BANG!! outside. My mom went to see, and it was a robin. Dead. It flew straight into our window and snapped its neck. I dug a hole and buried it with a prayer, and Aqua Timez "Yasashii Kioku."

I cleaned out the mercedes (name: Nodame). Went to the library. Got Brother Bear and Chicken Run XD I WANNA WATCH THE LAND BEFORE TIME 1!!!!!!!!! ;_____;

It rains. Then it stops. It rains. Then the sun comes out with a rainbow. Then it rains. Then the temperature is 70. Then it rains. GAH I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SUMMER!!!!!!!!! I have lists of summer. What I'm going to do. My summer playlist. How to prepare for summer. Songs to learn the dance to during summer. Songs to play on piano. GAH!!! XD

I think my relationship with my dad is getting better...!!!!!!! :D

My mom took me to Mimi's restaurant yesterday for lunch, to have "quality time." She asked me questions about me, to learn about me, to... match me. Prepare for the matching, anyway =) Like, any preference... like nationality. No. Two things, only.

He has to be taller =p
And he has to... match me in committment. Believe that our Blessing will never break.

That's still my worst fear... ever...
a broken blessing...

I'm working on the vertical, the internal, so hard now.

I LOVE YOU GOD!! <3
Thank you for today.