Happenings...

Yesterday, I found Declan Galbraith.
Well, that should sum him up. Yeah, that's how good he is. Or... was...

Auld Lang Syne, Amazing Grace, Tell Me Why...
They're the exact songs I needed to hear. And sung by a child... so moving... I cried...

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At choir, we practiced more Ose Shalom. I need to get moving on the piano accompaniment. But then Mrs. Zinke showed me a song she liked and asked me to play it so she could just sing it right there, for fun. Santo, Santo, Santo.

I fell in love with that song. It has three chords. It's so simple. But it's so beautiful. If I mix in a few more chords and variations, I thought I made it into a nice piano version...

I want to play piano to move people's hearts!!

I want to complete the song God gave to me several days ago, and somehow show everyone who will listen! But I can't sing... I can't sing.. especially not in the key He gave it to me in... I need to ask someone... a friend... to sing it for me... so that maybe, it'll be heard, and so maybe I can stop being useless and do something for the people in third world countries... when I asked and begged God to tell me how to help all those poor people in the world... all I could think of was NGA. But it was too late for me to sign up, after everything I did to go to college. But He didn't tell me NGA. He gave me a song. Seriously, it just poured out onto the paper before me, everything but a bridge. I didn't have time to finish because of Il Shim, so... a couple nights ago I finished the song. All the lyrics, but I just have to finalize the melody of the bridge. I like it. I love it. It's almost like Declan's "Tell Me Why" except not that amazing. I have a long way to go before I can really, really express God's music. I need to develop my music skills so that whenever God gives me a song, I can show it well...

Can I show the world...?

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I was accepted into college today.
It's really scary. I'm so afraid. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to go to a public college after seven years of homeschooling! I can't even walk down the street without being stupid and unsocial, and avoiding eyes and wanting to be invisible. 진짜 무섭다.