Mountains and Valleys

That's what life has been, yeah...

Valleys:
- Sunday (2.22)
- Monday (2.23)
- Thursday
- Friday

Mountains:
- Tuesday
- Friday
- Saturday
- Sunday (3.1)

Il Shim was the best thing recently. If it hadn't been for me in church things like Il Shim and tribes, I would say I wasted the whole past two months ><; I haven't been studying. I'm terrified of Jr. STF I dunno why I said yes I'm serious about it, but yes I do know but now I don't think like that and I'm just really bored and feel useless all day.

Yesterday, the most exciting thing was the racoons. Yeah, in the past month, I've seen five racoons. They're terrifying! One while driving at 11pm, another on our neighbor's roof, and yesterday, three raccoons on our porch eating our cat's barf! My sisters and I screamed our lungs out when our mom opened the door while the racoon was right there! And our dog went after it!!! Because we know they're vicious and my mom DIDN'T OMG!!! But Jacob is okay. Good boy, Jakey, good boy wanting to get those raccoons but don't because you'll get hurt!

I love all our little neighbors. They actually listen to what I say when I'm talking to them! Unlike someone... who was one of my valleys last week...

AGH! Rain, sun, rain sun rain sun rainsunrain sunrainsun omg just please, TURN INTO SUMMER ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The funnest thing yesterday, was going to the library with my little sister and after getting some stuff, we played on the swings!! It was really nice. That aws the time of "sun" so the sky was blue <3 if we look up while swinging, we got dizzy XD

I randomly realized yesterday, that there is a very good chance that my old school friends from 5th grade are still around and I might see them randomly. Or maybe at college, when I finally return to the real world from my seven year hideout. Not just friends but nonfriends too. That would be bad. Really, really bad. I only have two of those so that's good. But still. I don't like to think about it. But at the same time I like to think about it and manipulate what happens and make it happen my way.

Last night I took the 5 love language quiz my mom brought home from the convocation a month ago, and I knew it I knew it already, I was "acts of service." Second though, just one point behind was "quality time." surprising. Maybe that's why I'm always trying to get "family movie" and "game" nights going at our house but it never works and I feel really sad. Like last night. My sister and I watched the Incredibles by ourselves. I liked that animation short, "Boundin'"! It was really good! But we hate, HATE awful library dvds that stop and pause and don't work because of all the scratches! I wanted to scream. We missed lots of the movie because we had to skip whole sections. Was it even worth it? Dash is so funny.

I can't wait until summer I can't wait until summer I don't wanna go to college because I'm scared but i think it's okay I just wanna make this summer so good I've made like five lists of what I want to do my family's list of what I didn't talk to them about wanting them to do, my goal list, my preparing for summer list and my playlist. That's four hmm... =\

This morning it hailed! It was AWESOME!!!!

Orbitrek = torture ;_______________;

I wanna go to the new walmart! Just to see! :D

I hope I win the scholarship *pleasepleaseplease*

My little sister and I are watching Boys over Flowers, Korean version! We LOVE LOVED Hana Yori Dango so we're trying this one out. So far, it totally completely does NOT meet our standard. Japanese was too awesome. We loved Tsukushi, and Hanazawa Rui lol!! Korean so far has a long way to go. It's really different... in a good/bad way? I dunno yet haha ^^ We loved Hana Kimi too, and Nodame Cantabile. I wish we could watch Asian dramas on TV, not dumb little youtube with the laggy sound and video. I think it's just our slow computer though. I still want to destroy it.

Piano is like almost a drag these days... it's taken me months, working on Beautiful Life and I'm still not finished perfecting it. I perfected Sarangeul Ilko Nan Noraehane in a couple hours omg. I'm addicted.

I should study. Summer will come faster if I finish. Summer comes when I am done with English, actually. Only *checks* 16 more lessons to go.