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Wow, I don't feel too good this morning. Last night couldn't sleep until past 2am. Tried to fall asleep after finishing the whole Frankenstein book, listening to Auld Lang Syne on repeat, and playing tetris on my ipod. Random rambles of Korean kept bouncing around in my head after watching three hours of Boys Before Flowers yesterday. Then had to wake up at 7:30 to drive my brother, then ate too much breakfast that my sister made for me (but it was yummy ^^) and now I'm just feeling awful because I'm nervous. About tomorrow. Yeah, last night I was called and asked to play piano for Sunday Service tomorrow. It's not... I'm not nervous about the actual piano playing part, because... I actually believe in and trust myself on that, being able to play whatever song the worship band decides on. But... but...

Aish.

I will miss Korean class. And we were going to make 떡볶이, a special class! =/ I might miss tribes too, my beloved friends...! But... piano... for the congregation... I said yes so quickly to Ritz-oppa. Well, I don't regret it. I love piano, and if I can play for God, then I'm doing something good =)

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I have too many to do lists. Like three on the computer, three on paper, and then many many lists of what to do in summer, what to do for school, future, preparation, blah blah... I like lists too much, and it's not even helping me ><;

Big things!
WE GOT A BEAUTIFUL LAPTOP. I AM ON IT NOW. I LOVE IT. IT'S SO FAST. IT'S SO CLEAN. I CAN USE IT SITTING ON THE COUCH. I CAN WATCH BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS FULL SCREEN. I WANT TO NAME IT 이정. AFTER BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS F4 MEMBER THAT SHOULD BE WITH 가을, WHO IS REALLY KIM SO EUN, WHO IS SO PRETTY I WANT TO BE LIKE HER.

2nd, my mom and sister are officially going to Japan in May, until June! And I'm actually okay and not completely furious that I can't go to! I'm actually happy and can't wait until they leave, so I can nearly have the house to myself for a month haha! It's going to be awesome. Everyone will be happy. Well, maybe not Jake. Misa is his favorite person. And I hate him at times ><;

Piano... I want to make it more important. First, ten years ago, it was something I HAD to do because of my mom (being half Asian I guess...). But I WAS the one who said Ooooh I wanna play piano! One random day.

I never knew piano would eventually be like this for me. If I didn't play piano, GAH I can't even imagine! 3900+ subscribers on youtube, listening to my piano playing; playing for church things; playing for choir; learning how to play by ear! Omo... it's so unbelievable... could God have given me piano without a greater reason for me to play? I wonder if I'll be famous someday. Haha! *daydream* I really want to have piano in my life, everyday life at that. But here I am, striving to be a Japanese (and eventually Korean, Chinese and Spanish) interpreter. Long way to go, no matter what happens ^^;

I can't wait for summer! I've been working super hard on my English schoolwork and finished Frankenstein in three days! Writing up the last assignments now, then I have to watch Mill on the Floss and write about that, then several more lessons and I'm done with high school!! :D It's not that easy though lol... but still, I want to finish by April! Then summer vacation for 2 1/2 extra months!! Before...

College O_o;